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I wrote this not so long ago. But i don't know why I'm being such a fool that time. So here it is.

It's annoying when someone took my line /death glares to sehun/ but it's okay. I let him go this time. God i'm shaking like i have a parkinson wtf.

22/11 • You came to this rp, and it was not a fucking excited thing, i bet. /chuckles/ first sight, i thought of a rough girl, filling with man hormone, and i imagined you have a cock too. pmsl- you've annoyed me at the first time tbh. the weird is, you made me go sane; feeling like want to know you better though you owns a cock. /slapped/ i caught my eyes on you in the first sight. i'm serious.

24/11 • informally, i pm-ed you. god, i'm shaking till death that time. my head went blank. i kept thinking. orz that was fucking feel i just can't help myself. i couldn't think anything whenever you replied my pm. is it L O V E Luv? glad if is it.  Through time, i found your beautiful side. My expectation went wrong. You're innocent, pure and lovely in another way. My feels, it's shit.

Day by day flied as i can't even realize that i couldn't stands my butterflies anymore. They flying hard. Quite shit, dammit. And i try to explore you more. Into the deep of your heart. I sailed yours in my heart. I don't know if there is Ahn Jaehyun in your heart, i wish so. Tbh, it's quite annoying when you are not even failed to hide your jealousy. Show it, so i could know what your feel. Sometimes, it may be funny too. Stop asking for that pabo kid Vee, my soul in pain.

I've waited for Dujun's but he just too lame. I don't know if he got that member or not, that's not my problem  for sure. And now, i just can't stop my feelings. So well- uhm.

Dear You,

I don't care if you changed. I'm glad instead. Because my feeling into you is the same. I wonder, did you feel the same way too? /sighs/ I like how you make me smiling and sometimes annoying whenever i'm talking to you. I like your cuteness, your roughness, and the most of it, i think i like you.

/inhales and exhales for several time/ so here, i am as Ahn Jaehyun. Confessing without not even a doubt to you,  Bang Minah, may i owns you heart? where there is only me who've been the king in it. I'm willing to surrend you as the queen of my heart in the same way.

Lets building a love castle with me, let me be the one who'll hold your hands won't ever through good or bad times. Cuddling you whenever you're sad and spreading all of my love only into you; wiping your tears all over; may i? I'm swear.

I promises we will been into our love castle; where Sehun and Dujun as the guard. Kai as the royal cooker. And me, as the king for a beautiful queen, sure it is you.

Again, I've waited this time for so long. I do not know what is 'NO' and please, there is 'NO' in my life dictionary.

Bang Minah, let me owns you? can i? be my queen, please? stop asking for Vee and be mine instead. 

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   "Ma..." Bahu ibunya dirangkul kemas dari belakang. Puan Kwon yang sedang memasak itu agak terkejut dengan ulah anak jantannya. Norma Ljoe. Memang rutin harian. Puan Kwon mengukir senyuman manis. 

   "Joe dah kejutkan adik?" Tanya Puan Kwon. Tangannya masih aktif pada ulahnya. Dengan cermat, spaghetti yang sudah dicelur tadi ditoskan pada penapis. Menu sarapan pada pagi ini, sudah semestinya SPAGHETTI BOLOGNESE SPECIAL CHEF KWON!

   "Ala ma. Dia tu gempa bumi pun belum tentu bangun pun. You know she better." Ljoe mendesah perlahan. Rangkulan pada bahu ibunya dilepaskan.

   Kwon Mina. Pft budak tu. Tidur mati. Entah-entah ultraman berlawan dengan raksasa terhempap dia pun dia still tidur. What such a girl lah dia ni.

   Puan Kwon tersenyum mendengar jawapan yang diberikan anaknya itu. Manis. "Nanti lambat pulak nak pergi sekolah. Kejut, ya?" Balasnya sambil memperbetulkan rambut Ljoe. Kasihnya pada anak jantannya itu memang sedikit pun tidak tumpah. Satu-satunya anak lelaki yang dia miliki. Tak sangka! Sudah sebegini panjang. Tanpa ribut tanpa taufan, layar lama mula memanggung di ingatannya. Mengingatinya sahaja, hati Puan Kwon luluh. 

   Ljoe mula sedar dengan perubahan air muka ibunya. Ringan sahaja ibu jarinya mengusap mata ibunya yang sedikit berkaca. Redup sahaja pandangan si ibu itu. Cahaya kasih seorang ibu yang sudah membesarkan tanpa lelah; memang anugerah yang terindah. 

   "Ma... Kenapa emo sangat ni? Tulah, Joe dah suruh Ma cari pakwe tapi Ma tak nak. Kan tak syok asyik jari ni je yang lapkan?" Gurau Ljoe. Sesekali dia tergelak di hujung ayat. Dia faham akan apa yang terdetik di hati ibunya. Rindu. Ya. Puan Kwon terlalu merindukan mendiang suaminya.

   "Yyah!" Tangan Puan Kwon sudah dikembangkan; tunggu masa mendarat di bahu Ljoe sahaja. Pantas Ljoe mengangkat kedua-dua belah tangannya, menyerah diri. "Kejut adik kalau tak mahu,"

   Ljoe mengangguk. Entah kenapa hatinya mudah sahaja menurut kata perintah ibunya. Bukan anak emak, yang pasti. Laju langkah besar dibuka ke tingkat atas. Ini juga rutin harian. Kejut budak senget tu sampai dia bangun. Dan kebiasaannya, memang tak sekejap masa yang diperlukan. Siapa yang tak lali? Memang tidur mati!

   "Minatang! Bangun!" Ljoe mengetuk pintu bilik Mina bertalu-talu. Terpekik terlolong dibuatnya. Sesekali suaranya terhenti, mengambil nafas. 

   "Kwon Mina, bangun sekarang!" Tangan masih mengetuk pintu tanpa henti. Tekak sudah terasa perit sebab menjerit macam orang bodoh. Seketika Ljoe tergelak. Memang bodoh pun. 

   "Joe! Kejut adik tu elok-elok!" Jerit Puan Kwon dari bawah. Ljoe tergelak sinis. Elok-elok? Harapan!

   Ketukan pada pintu bilik dikuatkan. Memang dah tahap maksima dah ni. Bergegar habis pintu itu dibuatnya. Tunggu masa nak roboh je. Kalau tak bangun jugak memang dah mati kot.

   "Last warning. Kwon Mina. You better get up or I wil..." Tak menyempat ayatnya dihabiskan, bunyi tombol pintu dipulas kedengaran. Dalam sekelip mata, daun pintu terkuak.

   "Can you just shut your ass off, Joe?!" Marah Mina dalam keadaan separuh sedar. Mamai lagi. God, singa dah bangun akhirnya.

   Melihat penapilan Mina yang agak tidak terurus itu menggelikan hati Ljoe.